Post by Jana Rikar on Oct 1, 2017 4:26:59 GMT
"Thank you, I'm sorry and I love you"
Those words resonated to me over the past few days every time I went to start writing this results for this card in Toledo. It's been going on in my head for quite a while and the same results keep coming up in my head. It was deja vu all over again. The want is there, the need is there but the desire is not. It was evident on numerous occasions but I turned a blind eye to it. Self-inflicted wounds most would say and I'll agree with that. The DWF was something that came up in my head about a year ago with a “what if?”. It's been nice to open up that “what if” a little bit and explore new characters, new people and enjoy time with old friends but there has to be a point when you say "thank you, I'm sorry and I love you”.
In my head, I was going to make it all the way to Nightmare Zone, the next pay-per-view, but every time I sat down to write even just a “HELLO EVERYBODY, we are LIVE in Toledo!", nothing else came out. So it's time for me to say “thank you I'm sorry and I love you” to everybody who put in their time to humor me and be a part of the Defiant Wrestling Federation. No fanfare No hype. This is a simple goodbye, just for the fed, not for the character. So "Thank You" to everybody who took the time and interest into the Fed. Big Thank you to Christy for being a part of the behind the scenes things and I'm sorry I couldn't live up to my promise. Thank you for traveling with me on this journey. One door closes, another door opens, so we'll see what happens when we open the next door but for now…
Thank You...
I'm sorry...
and I love you...
Those words resonated to me over the past few days every time I went to start writing this results for this card in Toledo. It's been going on in my head for quite a while and the same results keep coming up in my head. It was deja vu all over again. The want is there, the need is there but the desire is not. It was evident on numerous occasions but I turned a blind eye to it. Self-inflicted wounds most would say and I'll agree with that. The DWF was something that came up in my head about a year ago with a “what if?”. It's been nice to open up that “what if” a little bit and explore new characters, new people and enjoy time with old friends but there has to be a point when you say "thank you, I'm sorry and I love you”.
In my head, I was going to make it all the way to Nightmare Zone, the next pay-per-view, but every time I sat down to write even just a “HELLO EVERYBODY, we are LIVE in Toledo!", nothing else came out. So it's time for me to say “thank you I'm sorry and I love you” to everybody who put in their time to humor me and be a part of the Defiant Wrestling Federation. No fanfare No hype. This is a simple goodbye, just for the fed, not for the character. So "Thank You" to everybody who took the time and interest into the Fed. Big Thank you to Christy for being a part of the behind the scenes things and I'm sorry I couldn't live up to my promise. Thank you for traveling with me on this journey. One door closes, another door opens, so we'll see what happens when we open the next door but for now…
Thank You...
I'm sorry...
and I love you...